Sunday, June 24, 2007;
my journy of studying in my 17+ near to 18 yrs of life ... kinda funny to blog abt it rite? ha ...
start off with primary school .. b4 graduating from K2 .. actually wanted to go Chong Fu primary to study .. cuz my cousin in dere as he is stayin only beside Chong Fu .. but then sad to say, ilive abt far from the sch and had to go thrgh lucky draw and, suay, didnt get chosen.. and i end up in PeiXin PrimarySchool ..
not gd memories though .. whole day only kena bully by ppl .. tts all ... wads de use of assistant head prefect when nobody listens to u ? nobody gives a damn abt u ? kena cheated, kena bullied, kena mock by ppl.. thats how i survive thrgh my 6 yrs in primary sch ..
finally a PSLE cert .. end up in WRSS .. arent any better actually .. kena backstab .. kena mocked , kena left out, kena boy cott, thats wad i get in CCA and class .. all u wan is juz abit of achievments, and ppl starts to shoot u ... wth ? enjoyed which yr most in sec sch ? maybe sec3 and 4 .. at least i still feel existence in de class thx to some frenz and Ravin .. hate which yr most... sec 3 oso .. y ? thx to cca .. ha ..
sec 2 onwards is oso de start of droppin academic results .. my A1 maths can drop to F9 during sec 2 .. overall results were gettin bad to worst ... to say de truth .. sec 2 --> sec 3 ---> sec 4 .. tis 3 yrs.. i hv been pulled up and saved by teachers.. if not, i shld hv dropped to Normal Academy or retained ..
bt still .. fail O lvls ..
its either ITE , private sch , or retain back to wrss i can choose .. and i hv chosen de path of private sch and retake O lvls .. durin that few mths .. i only hv a few frens i knew in class .. less den 10 .. ha .. slacked a whole yr thrgh ...
tis is oso de yr which i knew lots of new frens .. from WRSS and JSFC ..
weijun, joel, teh and de list carries dwn to most of 4e4 ppl durin wrss .. i only start to hang out wif dem during tis yr .. my best buddies currently ? ya .. dey r in de list ba .. duno how will i survive tis yr if w/o dem ..
ppl frm JSFC .. Jolin Singapore FanClub .. tis is oso de yr which i finally met dem .. nt really close to dem during that time .. but now is better.. at least better den last time ..
retook my O lvl and finally .. an O lvl cert wif 5 subjects all pass and eligible to polys ...
shld be happy eh ?? finally a poly for me after waitin for a yr .. i enjoy in rp ... as a slacker.. nt as a learner.. i hv been slackin in rp for de past 1 term .. do wad? some minor research.. some minor learnin.. tts all .. close frens in class.. dun tink any .. whole class is my frens .. bt those hu noe me ? none .. lol ... in whole of rp .. only 1 person noes me best .. nong is de guy .. haha .. sounds gay .. =.=
enjoyin in rp overall? .. well.. a NO to it .. seems like i cant start to enjoy in rp untill yr 2 .. when i start my own course ..
now .. i am simply learning rubbish .. sci .. ( for fuck? ) .. enterprise .. ( for fuck? ) .. problem solving .. ( for RP PBL .. tts all ) .. communication .. ( learn how to communicate wif ppl better? =S ) .. computing and math .. de subject i enjoy de most ? cuz relate to my course ?? tts all !
how in de world will i enjoy in rp sia ?? beside being a slacker? oh well .. SLACKER FTW ..
for tis 17 to 18 yrs of studies .. enjoy any ? lol ... ans is obvious .. a NO .. is either being bullied, being backstab, being left out .. tts all i get ..
y in de world am i writin tis things here?? cuz i noe tt tis is de blog where no one reads, no one cares and no one gives a damn .. got tonnes of things to say bt duno to who .. so juz write dwn here .. nobody will c it anyway ..
seems like i am tokin to a computer or to a webpage .. bt at least .. better den keep everything inside me and go bonkers someday ..
b4 i leave ...
actually .. i really cant explain y .. i cant seems to bring myself to di siao u or tok to u .. whenever i c u .. its like tones of ppl stunning me in 1 shot .. and all i could do is to stand at a distance to c u .. or juz walk 1 big rnd away .. ha ...
Sign Off : -=[ [S]Te3L*[X] ]=- *bROz* * JSFC *
start off with primary school .. b4 graduating from K2 .. actually wanted to go Chong Fu primary to study .. cuz my cousin in dere as he is stayin only beside Chong Fu .. but then sad to say, ilive abt far from the sch and had to go thrgh lucky draw and, suay, didnt get chosen.. and i end up in PeiXin PrimarySchool ..
not gd memories though .. whole day only kena bully by ppl .. tts all ... wads de use of assistant head prefect when nobody listens to u ? nobody gives a damn abt u ? kena cheated, kena bullied, kena mock by ppl.. thats how i survive thrgh my 6 yrs in primary sch ..
finally a PSLE cert .. end up in WRSS .. arent any better actually .. kena backstab .. kena mocked , kena left out, kena boy cott, thats wad i get in CCA and class .. all u wan is juz abit of achievments, and ppl starts to shoot u ... wth ? enjoyed which yr most in sec sch ? maybe sec3 and 4 .. at least i still feel existence in de class thx to some frenz and Ravin .. hate which yr most... sec 3 oso .. y ? thx to cca .. ha ..
sec 2 onwards is oso de start of droppin academic results .. my A1 maths can drop to F9 during sec 2 .. overall results were gettin bad to worst ... to say de truth .. sec 2 --> sec 3 ---> sec 4 .. tis 3 yrs.. i hv been pulled up and saved by teachers.. if not, i shld hv dropped to Normal Academy or retained ..
bt still .. fail O lvls ..
its either ITE , private sch , or retain back to wrss i can choose .. and i hv chosen de path of private sch and retake O lvls .. durin that few mths .. i only hv a few frens i knew in class .. less den 10 .. ha .. slacked a whole yr thrgh ...
tis is oso de yr which i knew lots of new frens .. from WRSS and JSFC ..
weijun, joel, teh and de list carries dwn to most of 4e4 ppl durin wrss .. i only start to hang out wif dem during tis yr .. my best buddies currently ? ya .. dey r in de list ba .. duno how will i survive tis yr if w/o dem ..
ppl frm JSFC .. Jolin Singapore FanClub .. tis is oso de yr which i finally met dem .. nt really close to dem during that time .. but now is better.. at least better den last time ..
retook my O lvl and finally .. an O lvl cert wif 5 subjects all pass and eligible to polys ...
shld be happy eh ?? finally a poly for me after waitin for a yr .. i enjoy in rp ... as a slacker.. nt as a learner.. i hv been slackin in rp for de past 1 term .. do wad? some minor research.. some minor learnin.. tts all .. close frens in class.. dun tink any .. whole class is my frens .. bt those hu noe me ? none .. lol ... in whole of rp .. only 1 person noes me best .. nong is de guy .. haha .. sounds gay .. =.=
enjoyin in rp overall? .. well.. a NO to it .. seems like i cant start to enjoy in rp untill yr 2 .. when i start my own course ..
now .. i am simply learning rubbish .. sci .. ( for fuck? ) .. enterprise .. ( for fuck? ) .. problem solving .. ( for RP PBL .. tts all ) .. communication .. ( learn how to communicate wif ppl better? =S ) .. computing and math .. de subject i enjoy de most ? cuz relate to my course ?? tts all !
how in de world will i enjoy in rp sia ?? beside being a slacker? oh well .. SLACKER FTW ..
for tis 17 to 18 yrs of studies .. enjoy any ? lol ... ans is obvious .. a NO .. is either being bullied, being backstab, being left out .. tts all i get ..
y in de world am i writin tis things here?? cuz i noe tt tis is de blog where no one reads, no one cares and no one gives a damn .. got tonnes of things to say bt duno to who .. so juz write dwn here .. nobody will c it anyway ..
seems like i am tokin to a computer or to a webpage .. bt at least .. better den keep everything inside me and go bonkers someday ..
b4 i leave ...
actually .. i really cant explain y .. i cant seems to bring myself to di siao u or tok to u .. whenever i c u .. its like tones of ppl stunning me in 1 shot .. and all i could do is to stand at a distance to c u .. or juz walk 1 big rnd away .. ha ...
Sign Off : -=[ [S]Te3L*[X] ]=- *bROz* * JSFC *
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